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A Rant. [Jul. 21st, 2005|10:18 pm]
Jess
[mood |resentful]
[music |envy]

Well yes... that is what this update will be...

because bullshit is going on in my city and it makes me very upset and even angry. which to be honest, does make me ashamed.

No i don't live in London, and i don't have any friends or family painfully affected by it. But i am. It's my city, i adore london, and the areas affected by the bombs are parts of london i visit, frequently.

It upsets me that innocent people have fallen victim to these people's beliefs. Yes we are all entitled to our own beliefs and opinions. but the people affected by the attacks are innocents.

Our city is innocent.

I want to go there. i nearly did this week. it couldve been today. but i don't have enough money to go. Maybe thats a good thing.

I've been so determined after the events 2 weeks ago to just go and love the city and be there as i normally would. i was not afraid of going back.

But now... after this has happened today. When lives were nearly lost again. i am frightened. and i am scared to go back again. Which does make me angry. I want to go. but i don't want to travel on the tube in fear. and suspect people who cross my path.

This is crap. and it shouldnt be happening.

I'm really sorry if this offends anyone. The matter is very close to my heart. I dont feel any hatred towards anyone or their beliefs. I just wish that these events didnt happen, to these people, and our city. It just isn't fair.
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Make Poverty History [Jan. 1st, 2005|10:11 pm]
Jess
Ok everyone, if you would just lend me your ears and your time just for a wee while.

Back in 2001 the governments of the 8 most wealthy countries in the world said they were going to do something about world poverty. Well four years on they havent really done very much.

But this year a difference can be made.

Two summits to discuss world debt and the problem with world poverty are being held, in which our government can make a difference.

Yeh, you're right there isnt a huge difference we as individuals can make. But by wearing the WHITE BAND you can show that you want to make a difference to the crisis that is going on in our world.

That's the least you can do, but if you want to do more visit...

www.makepovertyhistory.com

and donate money or even just time.

This organisation is also helping out the Tsunami victims in Asia.

Please help us make a difference.

You can get a WHITE BAND in Save The Children and Oxfam shops, or online at the Oxfam, Save The Children & Christian Aid websites.
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why am i not surprised? [Nov. 30th, 2004|10:22 pm]
Jess
[mood |God damn my weakness for boys]
[music |Teachers - On TV]

stolen from mankymcmank

You scored as Lust.

</td>

Lust

31%

Envy

25%

Sloth

25%

Pride

19%

Greed

6%

Wrath

0%

Gluttony

0%

Seven deadly sins
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Stolen from the sweet lady felinestrange [Nov. 15th, 2004|06:35 pm]
Jess
[mood |my back is burning!!!!]
[music |God Send Conspirator-Coheed & Cambria-Second Stage Turbine Blade]

20 Years Ago, I...

1. Was nearly 2.
2. Was small!
3. Was blonde.

15 Years Ago, I...

1. Was nearly 7.
2. Had very few friends.
3. Liked to stick my tongue out at strangers.

10 Years Ago, I...

1. Was nearly 12.
2. Was shy and scared of high school.
3. Was picked on every day.


5 Years Ago, I...
1. Was nearly 17
2. Found out it was ok to be different.
3. Had the best group of friends i have ever had, and still have!

3 Years Ago, I...

1. Was nearly 19.
2. Finally studying art and loving it.
3. Had the confidence to be me and love it!

1 Year Ago, I...

1. Was nearly 21.
2. Lived in London and didn't know if i loved it or not.
3. Missed my friends

So far this year, I...

1. Moved Home from London and never regretted it.
2. Started a job i adore and loved working at.
3. Fell in love for the second time and experienced that person possibly cripple himself permanently.

Yesterday, I...

1. Worked and sketched with pen and ink all night
2. Took part in the pub quiz and we came 6th outta 9
3. Realised despite how much i thought i was over Robin, im kinda not.

Today, I...

1. Worked 8-12 went to college 1-4.
2. Had the most horribley stressful morning.
3. Bought the coolest blue checked dress for £2.75!

Tomorrow, I...

1. Must do lots of art work.
2. Will be thankful of my life again,
3. Will post all those things i shouldve posted weeks ago!
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Hell YEH!!! [Oct. 31st, 2004|08:05 pm]
Jess
[mood |Dear God i am tired.]
[music |In Keeping Secrets Of Silent Earth: 3-Coheed & Cambria-In Keeping Secrets Of Silent Earth: 3]

I want to be this white trash!

http://pageuser.auctions.shopping.yahoo.com/auction/87637183?u=%3ahellokittytarget&aucview=0x34
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ouch [Aug. 23rd, 2004|09:55 am]
Jess
if someone could tell me a soothing remedy to stop the ball on the bottom of my bar rubbing the skin under my tongue and fucking killing i would love you forever!
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(no subject) [Jun. 5th, 2004|10:07 pm]
Jess
[mood | rumble]
[music |Cute Without The 'E' (Cut From The Team)-Taking Back Sunday-Tell All Your Friends]

i made me a friends only thingun! see!

hair came out ok btw. the first lot of purple i used was bollocks, so i had to use a different purple. its ok. i appeared to have got all those tricky spots! tho the purple is a little grey on one side, i will re purple it tomo.

tummy hurts and so im going to bed. night night.
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(no subject) [Jun. 5th, 2004|09:45 pm]
Jess
 
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ok, quiz time**as stolen from hydroelektrisch quiz, stolen from dvine13 [May. 26th, 2004|11:13 am]
Jess
[mood | sleepy. slow.....]
[music |Muse]

A-Z SURVEY

A - Act your age: Nope!
B - Breast size: 32D
C - Chore you hate: shelf checklist at work
D - Dad's name: Brian
E - Essential make up item: liquid eyeliner
F - Favorite singer: Ville Valo, at the moment.
G - Gold or silver: silver
H - Hometown: Hadleigh, Suffolk
I - Instruments you play: Bass, Kinda.
J - Job title: Customer Service Assisstant.
K - Kids: dear god no, maybe in the future, at a push.
L - Living arrangements: with my family
M - Mom's name: Ruth
N - Number of people you've fallen in love with: I would say 2. ergh.
O - Overnight hospital stays: none
P - Phobia: getting fat. being alone.
Q - Quote you like: friends are the family you choose.
R - Religious affiliation: none
S - Siblings: older brother
T - Time you wake up: 9 o'clock, all the bloody time, with no alarm!
U - Underwear of choice: Yummy Bonds shorts.
V - Vegetable you refuse to eat:pretty much all of them.
W - Worst habit: being obsessive.
X - X-rays you've had: teeth x-rays
Y - Yummy food you make: Chocolate Butterfly Cakes
Z - Zodiac Sign: Scorpio
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I just found out.... [May. 10th, 2004|03:40 pm]
Jess
[mood |Bouncing!]
[music |Please Don't Let It Go-HIM-Deep Shadows and Brilliant Highlights]

I GOT THE JOB!!!! WOOOOOOO!!!

I now work at Virgin Megastore. And i am spankingly excited!

i rule! Woooo! haha!!

P.S. How lucky am i.... I can still have pink and purple hair, and facial piercings, and wear whatever i like. They don't care because they like their staff to be individual! YAY!!!
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